Garden Of The Inner Soul

in my whole life it was never expected of me to have write such things into my blog . .
yet i have to, as it was the only way the message could have approached to the other party..

faker?, sincerity? well..all i could say is that i can held my head up high if i were to question about both faker and sincerity..this friendship has lasted for quite sometimes, and i could say that it's not easy being such an important friend of mine.those rumors about me being such a secretive person? i can tell u that it's true..but this onli apply to them..if the person do not gain my trust then its never of me to tell anything to them..not even the slightest stuff that happened in my life.but if one gain my trust, then i'll tell the person everything, every single stuff in detail..if u were to be compared to my so called "best friend" which i've knew him since form 1, i would tell u that u actually know more stuff than him..and therefore, i would not make the call about my sincerity..u make it yourself..

about the lies? actually i rarely lied to you before..the most i could remember is that i'm hiding part of the truth from you..there are several times where i hide part of the truth form u by saying "i'm outside" without telling u what i was doing at that time..i onli telling half the truth about where am i or what i was doing at that particular time / period. the rest is all truth..! i can assure u that.

it's never in my life, not even once that i've taken u for granted..
what for taking things for granted? i also believe that u know how much i cherished this friendship.and form how much i know u, u would have killed me if u discover that i take things for granted..so..y would i make such a stupid things..?

therefore, after all this, do u think that i intend to sabotage out friendship?
when i cried, my heart ache; when u are happy, I'm joyful; when everybody denied u, i stood right for you..

just think and ponder over all things..and give me your reply in the way u preferred

p/s:
1) for those who has no business to do with this post..just read it and forget about it..

2) i was nt to be question by anyone beside the person who i've mention in this post..

THX..